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Sour GrapesClose your eyes and imagine,for a minute, that you are a gardener. And you are searching, travelling many miles to find a good region in which to plant a very particular sort of garden. Your personal dream garden. You look at the detailed weather records for various areas, and find a place in the med, that has mild gentle winters, refreshing rain in spring, and beautiful, long warm summers. And then you start to look, trawling the estate agents windows to find your place, the perfect place, to build your garden. Finally you find it, an old run down villa with a vineyard attached, full of rustic charm, the estate agent says. "What he meant," you think, as your foot crunches through the broken boards, "is decrepid" . But by then you have fallen in love with the place. You see the potential. You dream of sitting in a deck chair, surrounded by vines, drinking your first crop of fresh young wine. And so every chance you get, you go there, for long weekends, for holidays, you follow the advice of all the best DIY programmes, and you do it up, collecting new wood from the hardware hypermarket 20 Kilometres away, repointing the bricks, hammering and sawing until you come back with callouses on your hands. It takes ages, a good five years,to get the place even beginning to look right. But in the end, even the best gardening programmes would be proud of the garden you made. The stone fountain that splashes in the centre of the trees, the carefully tended earth, the restored red-brick walls, sheltering the good green vines trailing upon their new trellises. Each time you visit they are a little more mature, a little nearer the harvest time. They look so ripe, so delicious. And finally the day comes, when you can make your first batch of grape juice. You pour it into a glass jug, and watch the light sparkle through the liquid in the glass. You sniff the perfume of newly pressed fruit, and then you taste. "Yeugh!" ....sour grapes! The disappointment is tremendous. You sit and think about the hours, and days, and years of work you have done, the callouses on your hands from the sawing and sanding, your dreams for the future, your garden, your very own garden. And you collapse in a heap and cry and cry. For this is no boxed supermarket grape juice. You can't go back and buy another one, vineyards aren't like cartons of grape juice. Anyway the vineyard has taken every penny you had and every ounce of your strength and energy. Later though, you dry off your eyes, wash your face, and are determined to find some explanation. Why has it all gone so wrong? And so you spend hours scouring the library and the web looking for an answer. But when you find it, it depresses you still more. For the land you bought was sited a little too near a chemical factory a few decades ago. The land is poisoned, and with it all your hopes of a harvest forever. And as you sit, and stare at the report you have found in the library, you remember echoes of something else from the past, a long forgotten old-testament tale they told you at school. Of God, who called Israel his vineyard and Judah his vines. God who tended them through history, spending millions of years nurturing a planet to place them in, then finally breathing life into them when the time was right. God tending them and teaching them, and having them turn their backs on him, murder and hate. Hearing their victims cries for justice. Of God's despair over the way his people have turned out. And you bury your head in your hands and cry once more, but this time you cry for other poisoned vines. You cry for the children in Afghanistan whose homes have been destroyed, you cry for the lost potential of those who have died of Aids in South Africa, you weep for Israel, and the vineyards that have become warzones. You cry for every dream that has ever been destroyed by robbers and vandals. And your cry becomes a prayer. For mercy. For a chance to rebuild this broken world. |
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